Sean Longstaff reveals his reaction to Steve Bruce decision at Newcastle United
Sean Longstaff has opened up on his two-month spell out of the team.
Longstaff was left out after Newcastle United's defeat to Sheffield United at Bramall Lane in mid-January.
And the midfielder only returned to the starting XI earlier this month.
The 23-year-old has spoken about head coach Steve Bruce’s decision – and his reaction to being left out – in an interview with the matchday programme ahead of yesterday’s 3-2 win over West Ham United.
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“Obviously, I have my own views on it, and whether I feel it was right or wrong, (but) it doesn’t really matter. I don’t make the final decision on it. All you can do is keep yourself ready.
"I know that in the two months between starts, I trained really well – probably the best I've trained in the last two years, I would say.
"I know it could have gone one of two ways; either me sort of sack it off – which isn’t the type of person I am, the way I’ve been brought up, or how I do things – or focusing on myself, setting myself little targets every day, and ultimately training to the best of my ability, forcing them to give me a chance.
"If I did get that chance, then brilliant. I was going to try and take it.”
Longstaff believes he’s stronger mentally for his experiences over the past couple of years.
"I think now I’m a much strong person mentally, and I think I’ve probably learned to deal with the expectations that me and the people around me put on myself,” said Longstaff.
"I probably got caught up in a bit of trying to please everyone in a way, whether that was people’s expectations of us and me thinking ‘yeah, I do need to try this, or try that, in this situation’, where, in reality, you don’t.
"Last season was tough with injuries and stuff, but, this season, when I’ve played, I think I’ve gone into games and done what I’ve wanted to do.”